been letting many people down a lot lately. and yeah its true. parents, psls, my fellow con2 facils.

been having an overload. i cant take it. and we're supposed to be on holiday. doesnt feel like it. dad i know you want to do well and stuff but please loosen your grip a bit. i know you'd probably never see this cos you dunno i blog but yeah. i doubt you understand the kind of other commitments i have too. of course *that* would be my number one. i know and i understand you've been very nice and let me participate in stuff like con2 camp and other things at school. but please try and understand a little bit more? (: you know i love you very much and sometimes i dont act like it.. but i will do my best to make you proud of me, father.

but seriously. i've been overloading. this weekend i'll be jumping all over the place. my preference would be to stay at camp of course.. and school starts soon.

joy. (: